HomeFlower

Just a place for my thoughts, small achievements and rants.

Saturday, March 29, 2003

HomeFlower

I weighed myself the other day....no more weight loss.

I think I'm blowing it on the weekends and should concentrate on finding fun, social foods that aren't loaded with calories.

Tonight I have to make seafood to snack on with drinks. I know it's going to be another fat night and I'm sort of getting frustrated.
I think I need to decide if I'm serious about losing weight or just wasting my time playing the starve and binge game. That's how it feels.....starve all week and pig-out on the weekends.

Today, TomorrowOn Monday, I will concentrate all my efforts on setting a proper diet and exercise program. I've put it off long enough and summer is just around the corner - bathing suit weather.

Nothing worst than being a porker in a swimsuit.

That's it for now,
Thanks for stopping by.

Friday, March 28, 2003


Short Hot Love Story.....

I Shall Seek And Find You...
I Shall Take You To Bed And Control You...
I Will Make You Ache, Shake And Sweat Until You Grunt And Groan...
I Will Make You Beg For Mercy...
I Will Exhaust You To The Point That You Will Be Relieved When I Leave You...
And You Will Be Weak For Days.

All My Love,
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The Flu

Thursday, March 20, 2003

#1 Amazing Health & Weight Loss Diet Secrets!

I'm sitting here with a bowl of macaroni salad in front of me, while I search online for a diet program.
I don't feel guilty eating this.
It's reduced calorie!
Truth is, I don't know if it's very fattening but I use salad dressing instead of mayonnaise, and it tastes great.

Back to the reason of my search.......
Yesterday I took one of the diet pills that were prescribed by my doctor. Yes, in previous posts I mentioned how they really don't work and leave me with a stomach ache, but I was very hungry with dinner a couple hours away.

4 pm Just one little pill, enough to take the edge off the angry rumblings in the darkest caverns of a selfish organ.

2 am I went to bed, completely exhausted anxious to rest. Three hours passed and I was restlessly tossing and turning, hugging my pillow and burying my face deep under the covers, with eyes shut tight. Hoping, praying that sleep would come.
Sleep was proving to be an elusive temptress, pushing me to the brink of insanity. Taunting and teasing me with visions of previous nights where sleep came to me so gently, quietly, willingly.

5:30 am I decided it was time to get up.
It was clear at that point sleep will continue to elude me.
Hubby asked what I was doing and rolled over where more sleep was waiting for him.

6 am Hubby woke-up and left for work and I continued to watch TV until 7 am, when suddenly sleep began to beckon me once again.

I called it a night and finally slept very restfully until eleven.
So now I'm searching for any other method of weight loss that will preclude the use of diet pills because too many nights like this will surely make HomeFlower a WiltedWeed.

That's it for now,
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